May 14TH - 31st

May 14th I started getting sick nausea in the mornings so they would give me meds to help take care of that. May 17th Chemo ends let the games begain what will the chemo do to me is all I could think about cause they said Ill have good days and then Ill have bad day that didnt sound too good. May 18th was my scary day threw out all of this. I was having a good morning my brother came in so mom could go home and take a shower and do some things that she wanted to do and came back and  i was doing good seating in the chair watching tv and mom said they were going down stairs to get some food and they would be back in a little while. I was doing good for a little bit got up to go potty notice my leg and feet where a little weak did not pay much attition to it and went one to bed to feel alittle more comfy and I layed there and just didnt feel too good. Mom and brother came back after just 15 mins. mom took one look at me a said whats wrong and I told her I didnt feel right I had a fever but I didnt know till I started getting the cold shakes my legs where going numb my breathing was going crazy having chest pains my heart rate was at a 197 pains in my back, heart akg one me feels like someone was poking me with little needles around the areas where some of the akg spots were at. My vision was starting to shake and I was freaking out. The shot some stuff in me and as time went on they started going away they did not know if it was the chemo or everything else they where pumping in to me.
May 19th first signs of my hair is falling out :( not to happy but if im alive the better. May 20th started having blatter problems and around this time my mouth gets swallen and sores on the side having hard time eating anything cause it hurts so much and by the 21st I cant stand some smells like the food tray the hospital food so forth. During the time I was in I went threw 2 picklines and left with my 3rd one. The first pickline got ecoli the sencond one I had a bad arm infection. Lots of ivs when I had no pickline most of them closed up when I had dye put into me for catscans. There was lots more that they did to me but its starting to become a big blur to me anymore cause they have done so much to me. Also a lady came in a did a water painting for me it was so pretty.
During this month up to June 6th I was in there for 31 days.

Thank you to all my friends and family for being here with me as I go threw this adventure. Every parent and child who has made me and my family food sent gift cards thanks you. All my kids who sent me the banner to brighten my room up cause they know Ms. Lisa does not like white walls lol and all the cards with little note or encouragement has ment so much to me and make me feel loved and support thank you guys. For everyone who has came and seen me and also brought me goodies thank you. Also for my bosses who are keeping my job open for me to come back when I can and all the support they have done for me thank you.